History of tear

Bad Luck~~

2009-06-22T22:37:00.000-07:00

Started my sem break I think i was bad luck enough until now. First when back to hometown for holiday i had already plan to eat my favorite Soto, Mongolian chicken rice, prawn, seafood.....shan mian....T.T...at the third day i been send to hospital by my daddy...after sleeping one nite in wad, finally Dr Omar said that i have appendices..and they will find an empty surgical room for me to operation...scare on that time...this is my sem break....

Come back kl cant I also duno why i keep on period...my period date:
1. 11 - 14 May
2. 31 May- 6 Jun
3. 17 Jun - 21 Jun......what happen to me??? This make me pening all the time...and i was pening until sleep outside the PD study room...I duno where my fren go aldready, but i think she busy around...in the end i not able to join my fren bday party....seem i reject all my fren appointment...in the end i with amy come fetch me go makan n send me home...after eating i do feeling well.....i feel so sorry to the bday gal, I wish they enjoy it without me, i do afraid becos of me they cant enjoy themselves...i scare i pening all the time, some more after surgery a lot of thing cant eat too...........bad luck pls go away....!!!

I want it.....

2009-04-17T05:05:00.000-07:00

Good news are, assignments are all due already and holidays is coming soon and i have my single life back lu......hehehe can go shopping whenever and whereever i want already....

Final is coming, haiii....i dun have mood at all to do research and study the crisis management..

and now i dreaming to have certain stuff...sweat!!!...tell u is nice man!

Hand Phone have problem already and always "Ki Siao", is time to have new one...this is a very ald version i think can have it below 500, which can get this model with this color. I like the color, look so girl girl.

The latest coach bag, nice le! match the hand phone right!?...hehe but out of budget...i think it cost around 4k.

Hopefully with it my face will be more smooth and no more poor....waiting warehouse sales actually!

Sweet memory..

2009-03-16T08:56:00.001-07:00

thx for "unknown" sender

1 yr old and BIBI sleep behind

when DJ was juz 5 months old.....

Utar....Pei!~~

2009-03-16T08:41:00.000-07:00

Goh, is time really happen to me...i have to move to PD start next semester. Here come major problem: how i go to school. At here i want to tell u all i not simply blame the uni and my fren...

At lot of ppl don agree that i moving bac to cheras and start driving early morning to uni, but wat can i do...u never understand if things never happen to u....

i not purposely said i pretty than other, but i really always kena kacau lo..~~... and i realise that many of my fren din have this kind of thing happen b4, at SS2 and PC i haven this kind of experiences...but try think at PD more and more indians.....i think many because i fair and small gua!?

some more snatch thief case that i happened to me before...

i never blame ppl dun wan fetch even they actually can do it, and i realling to pay more tHan RM50...but that kind of excuses have show how u view our frendship...dun simply ask other ppl from other tutorail to fetch..think about urself first...

at the end dun talk behind of my decision...thx!

My recent life.

2009-01-07T03:21:00.001-08:00

Welcome 2009, hmmm i guess i dun welcome, it still coming and happen....anyway, i think somethings happen to me after kena rompak:

Firstly, i not interested to buy anythings currently, y? I duno. I even din buy things to replace those i have lost, pencil box, i use the one i get free when i purchase HL milk. wallet- i use the one my fren buy to me from thailand, it juz an anunt little small coin bag. handbag, hp......din buy too..

I also lost my shopping mood and CNY moond too....wat happen to me lar..!!!

hAIII......anyway maybe is a good news de...coz save more hehehehe...this year also will going to spend more money too esp on tuition fee....any part time are well come, pls call me oh...my hp no is available now...

2009- Planing

2009-01-05T04:04:00.000-08:00

hehe here my new post ....my 2009 target.

1. make my CGPA above 3.00. have to add oil lo!

2.hoping nothing bad things happen to me and around me again.

3. hoping economic become better and all my fund increase price, hehe...and more dividen too $$$

4. hoping no more bad news for me in uni ald! sweats and shiennn ald....

anyway wish everyone all the best....happy new yr!

Summary-2008

2009-01-02T02:53:00.000-08:00

1. I do meet a gang of best friends (Isolated Island) & my assignment group members.

2. Traveling quite successful and reach my target too yippie! ~~Melaka, Langkawi and Genting (kelantan as usual)

3. Bad experiences and memory..???..... a lot lol...kena rompak, worst result, gossiping, economic crisis, mum sick, internship, bf, admire lar....

For me 2008 is not a good yr, i reminds me at Melaka temple, i got a bad "qian"...shud i go again n make another one for 2009??

Internship at PDQ 2-THE END!

2008-11-11T22:27:00.000-08:00

Misss here so much......

hehe i finish my intern ald, and was having bad review from my company....hate them
never mind lar nothing 2 do ald, but i do learn n meet a lot ppl.

Ovarian Cancer

2008-07-10T23:03:00.000-07:00

Come out blog i with this topic on my blog i think u know what happen already! Yup my mum have ovarian cancer and is on stage four already. It so surprise for me, but when i check online to study for ovarian cancer cases.........girls I tell you the tumor will spread inside ovary and then to outside such as lung, abdomen, and lymph node.....is so danger and more then 50% of patient are die because of its....and its spread so fast....that mean you have to do body check up 3 time a years. Beside that I normally will come back .....

I REALLY DUNO WAT TO DO.....

Facing this problem...make realize one things.....how people treat u during ur down time..how people handle things especially important things...they totally make me angry ..

1. my bro and my dad...is totally same...both tough themselves so smart in he end......hahaha i u wont trust u guy any more...just lazy....u wont success to any level if u keep on like this.
2. my bf...u not next to me is ok...cos sabah is far...but u dun pick u my phone and sms tell me u dun wan heard my voice because u feel bore ald..??? i ald enuf sad u treat me like this....dun u think that u shud share my problem try to make me a bit happy and positive at the period of time....can u use ur brain before u talk to me....

but for my mum, thx god she still positive and happily facing everything.....she eat quit a lot in her situation....and still talk a lot like before.....

TRAINING AT PDQ 1

2008-05-13T16:23:00.000-07:00

Today is the 5th i work at PDQ, will today finally can go out lu.....today going out to launch an tv programme will be on Astro Ria....wah... last night i 10.30pm reach home, i think i cant taste the busy of public relations work and its challenging, while I still have a lot of work din finish for this month perlis rally competition.

hehe the first day i work at PDQ is damn bore.....but now i danm busy...the person that i report to Mr Ben was left on Monday ald so i going to replace him...at first i feel happy cos i not need to be bore, have things to do...but now....hehehe....

OMG NOW I remember..i havent dine my jaguar report yet.....and the lexmark......too....

anyway i happy that i learn a lot....to all my fren and training...'jia you'....

Current Wish.!!

2008-05-02T19:00:00.000-07:00

Hehe finally this semester finish lu.... finish myexam too..yahoo
Oopss i have to start my Industrial Training next week lu...so worry...I so "jin zhang"...
What my current wish le...i hope that i can learn a lot things during IA at PDQ...and also meet so nice collague...ooo dun forget i hope i can CGP for this semester can above 3.00 ;a...well is a bit hard...but i really hope i can reach lar.....
haha forget mention a things here...near study week i go genting with my isolated island member...but i so fun lo this trip......hope can have some more fun trip next time ..

watch their mouth....!!

2008-03-22T21:52:00.000-07:00

haha...i would like to ask what ppl definition regarding 'shi fei ' who be able to be award with this job le??? ppl who like to talk and promote other ppl bad things??

u see when ppl not happy and tell other some of he or she friends that why she or he not happy consider shi fei ma??? it just only a few and lettle ppl know wor...

on the other side u see...ppl promote ur bad and not true also till the all class know and they still pura-pura tak apa in front you consider wat le???...u see their can be call shi fei king or queen lo............... wah they really can be GOD lol...they can make story and promote in the all class and make everyone belief and no ppl think they are wrong ...still can pretend be good with you....super...very super....

while think other side is...ppl dun know you belief all wat they say...and stop talk to u...see u differently......wat can i say...ppl wat to promote and lie got ppl belief ar...good propaganda skill or they are low involvement in those issue...or not brain to think???

is sad that half of t5 member is like that ...i also no mood to talk and explain and even be fren with them... i dun like them to act in front ppl..not respect and appreciat ppl....bad attitude..and mind thinking...god bless u all....continue ur stupid life...and u will recieve wat u shud have one day.

Mr A and Mr B

2008-02-24T17:24:00.000-08:00

Mr a is a guy...of course...so Mr a always hurt me..... whatever things he promise me he wont do it....he bring me a lot of sad and hopeless.....honestly i think he change already..how to say...i think he hide something from me.....

Mr b, Mr b is a sad story...cos no ending at the end....Mr b with me is perfect...everything is good and wonderful.......but it wont lasting...something i also think how important me to him....until Wat level????...cos something i really want in my life he dun want give it to me....

whatever Mr a hurt me and make me cry, Mr b care and sayang me back...funny le!!! but Mr a never and even not say sorry so....so if Mr a become like Mr b , it will be very good, everything settle..but nothing is like that prefect.....

mid nite post

2008-02-23T10:11:00.000-08:00

is mid nite now and i cant sleep... a lot of things to do....
well i busy..but i happy now...so i write it out....but i a bit worry my fren here..his lonely....he not with his group member now...he having trouble with his fren...hey be strong..one day u will meet ur true fren and u must appreciate them....anything u can find the our gp...hehe as wat our gp name....
think bac will i busy with assignment but is better then last sem...i know ppl saying me at last sem doing things not prefect, half way...at here i want to explain..

1. communication english...questionnaire ...half question is my idea...i think it at all...when doing report i count all the questionnaire by myself and aloy only help me for 15 mins...and i do the report all by myself in detail and almost 16 pages in one nite..and i just ask aloy to check grammar...he change the chart title to put above the chart...as lecture say is below the chart....i angry but i din show out.... u all just take the easy and short part.

2. pop- i doing the analysis again by myself...i also doing the media option part...the hold assignment me and aloy finish it...i still remember he din combine and throw to me...and he didnt tell to ...but u all say i dont do anything just because i din go alice house...haha funny

3. chinese...i doing my part..indian...and i find all infor to u all.....just only i din type of the final...

4. av- i done less...because not one want to pass work to me...i design the calender..and the shooting and print ads job u all past to ur fren...the report...u all ask me don do it just focus on my calender...and last mins one person cal me is 11 pm and ask me write competative....levis and tough....and we have to past up on tmr b4 12...more good news is b4 12 is like 10.30 am they ask me write 2 more...but i able to finish too and i done well them u aspect...i compare all by using 4p...but u stupid gal that i hate and just know to pretending...din read and say i wrong ask me doing again in 4p....pls b4 u say anything use ur brain....

5.pr writing- all report to i write..i do announcement notice, design the marker pen....well i dun less but i pay/...since a lot of our work are pay to ask ppl do one...so wat....and one thing is everyone has pay bac for their material fee accept me....

6-i pc- this one more funny...they go interview..and i at there too but they ask me dun follow...so i duno everything lo....and they ask me write conclusion...they say they will pass the interview q and a to me...but i wait also dun have and i ask so many time...i go website find material...is hard...cos i scare wat i write i same with them....so wat to do is i only able to write half page...

.......this is the end...thx.!!

What i really want in my life~?

2008-02-18T04:42:00.000-08:00

i think all ppl have a same feeling with me...assignment ...assignment...mid term is coming too..
as a conclusion is OMG!!
when u hungry ,u wish to eat nice food...when u need money..u wish u can have a lot money..u wish in future u can earn a lot...when u break up ..u wish u can have a great bf...what u wan is depend on what u needs in ur life....
i just read an email from UK...oo....so touching..how to said le...he know me well and he care me a lot...i really hope everyone who care and love will be always next to me...especially when i needs them...dun go to far especially when i need someone next to me...miss is not enough ... i need more....
at here i have to say that i duno wat to do when face my assignment group member...actually everyone is ok and we have good relationship but i know u din do anythings..and u cant too...u cant settle too if ppl give u work to do....when u ask me i duno how to tell u the true...but i din angry u..and i know u lie to me...dun talk other ppl bad things ..and shoot ppl bac here and there...be open minded and dun k too much..hope u will have a great future..a bit worry u...take k..!

VALENTINE~

2008-02-15T01:32:00.000-08:00

yesterday was valentine..at here i wish everyone hv a happy day on that day even hv parter or not..
talking bout my valentine was sad..!! but i receive a funny , cute poem...it makes me happy..
so as my prediction too this year really dun receive any flower..OMG my wonderful record was break but wat to do... i try to avoid it but haiii....!!!!
While dun talk the unhappy things...i having my dinner at duck king at jaya one there..i tell u all is very expensive..but taste good ...and is my first time to have this kind of dinner that usually watch on tv...a bit luxurious....hehe i try it...good man..!!!

first - beijing duck

'gen shue yu'

duno wat name is it..but i can say it is a big prawn...

desert...is delicious....

the 7th day of CNY

2008-02-13T20:26:00.000-08:00

while the 7th day of cny also know as human birthday...while chinese will ' lau sen' to celebrate this day...
while at that day mean yesterday....ooo ...it was a bad day again...yeah.sure is becos of him,cos of his flying plan u know it mean 'fang fei ji'....i wait till 9 pm and he didnt come...i reject my fren to go lau sen to meet him and he din come...even din say a sorry to me......

b-daey..!

2008-02-11T23:42:00.000-08:00

well, i think some of my fren know when was my birthday...yeah is on chinese new year hehe....6 Feb...so a lot of my fren will be very straight to reject me said " sorry busy and not in KL oooo!!! eat urself larr...!!" is ok for me..

so my family...of course no one remember..but i will make my face as thick as i can to ask present or money...watever can larrr....

so as a conclusion i having a damn bore birthday again...friendster, not much comment. sms not much too..tell u not more than ten lo...i having problem...not juz not one remember...everyone busy with CNY...

BUT I happy too coz got ppl spend me to secret recipi..i ate two time..so i have to thank he and my buddy ' Youhei mito '...at here i have to remind a fren ...she said will help me celebrate after CNY so ..this pretty gal dun forget arrr..!!!

4 feb.... i enjoy the cake..yummy!!

with shih han.. this choc banana is not nice as cheese cake.....~~6 feb at center market

our food soba mee is nice we both love it...cheese Marconi is eat twice in a week...going to be fat..

BB???

2008-01-31T19:02:00.000-08:00

That day i saw a very cute baby...i like it so much....
if i have one with the person i love so much ...i think i will be very happy and have a very wonderful life...but nothings will going to be like that smooth and nice....i think i have to forget it at all......the person you love not suppose he or she love you too. even though they each other so much also not suppose can be together...why ? and why?

wat the main porpose for life...happy? if you have a stupid life like that will you happy?
i duno wat shud i do....that day a fren tell me...this fren said that dun wish to heard any bad things regarding me...about my relationship with the person i love...i know this fren worry me...
but i thing he know that love is hard to control...

i know he shud do a rite decision....a bit hard....if he really love me...he shud give me a wonderful life and let the other go...since both still young ...then each hv change...but i also we are same kind...we duno how to break up we our partner.

CNY

2008-01-29T21:13:00.000-08:00

CNY is coming soon and my bday too...and his bday too...
haha but sad story is i not going back hometown and not one will celebrate my baday with me..
is ok...biasa larrr...!! i going to think that i will not go kuala selangor too...is nothing to do at there...ya i will be alone at pj....haaiiiizzz....it maybe is a better way to pass this cny...

honestly i dun like to go kuala selangor....there not look like my place...didnt feel like at home tooo...i dun know anyone there..even they are my family..but who k me there...no one....and them also dun talk friendly to me....and shoot me at my back say i not friendly...i din call u as wat u want and think///hey.....u also dun talk too me larrr...... didn't anyone start intro.....dun expect too much....i not from ur place ....u shud start to intro first..

fine i dun k that kind of nonsense too....since u also didn't treat me as family too...i also never think that i hv family....

New Study life

2008-01-22T00:37:00.000-08:00

I never think that this situation will happen to me...cos i never treat ppl like that selfish...like that bad....is ok...cos i know the problem is not me....
but i surprise that other ppl hv same situation as me.....wat they think in their mind i dun know...but i happy with my own gp now.....
since i also suffer been follow ppl stupid step maybe this is the good way for me and they too.....
i will learn to forget it ...and start my new life here....god bless me...

My holiday trip at Melaka

2008-01-19T19:04:00.000-08:00

Thx peggy,siak wei and johnny for giving me a great time in melaka...is been very with you guys....when came back i fat already...of course we eat a lot and i happy too....that why i fat ald...but back too kl i unhappy again...but i happy that i can share some of my unhappy thing with you guy...thx alot...
love u all so much.....hope we can happy always.....

first place we visit...butterfly farm...i cathing butterfly man..!!! where the butterfly...??? haha funny pic i like it...

satey cellup is nice...see the prawn is so big only 60 sen each.... is one of melaka famous food..
..ooo ya..this is johnny our tour guard with no pas... and of course no payment...

melaka trip member...

baba nyonya food...is cheap and nice...s like the me siam so much and the cendol also...wish can come and eat again.miss it a lot..!!